I keep hurting myself
Why do I even care about
Helping anyone else?
Everyone has some shit to figure out
I don’t want to help
All the stupid nothings that
are stacking themselves on my shelf
I want to go back in my shell but
I always say it will be the last time but I’m so weak I do it again again
Why do I give so many chances,
Why, why, why?
How many hours wasted for nothing
How many days was I waiting for anything
Why do I live I’m so damn exhausted
Why, why why?
No consequence
Imma just sit here waiting for something while you was just bluffing
Holding my neck with a promise of nothing
Who’s fault even is this?
I be weak as fuck but you ain’t letting up now my head blowing up can I please just stop this
Just stop it
I was just so tired of being alone and
I was too naïve to know or care about how this would screw me over now I know it more than anyone I hope you know this doesn’t mean I have regrets I only hate myself a little more than I ever did before
I keep hurting myself
Why do I even care about
Helping anyone else?
Everyone has some shit to figure out
I don’t want to help
All the stupid nothings that
are stacking themselves on my shelf
I want to go back in my shell but
I always say it will be the last time but I’m so weak I do it again again
Why do I give so many chances,
Why, why, why?
How many hours wasted for nothing
How many days was I waiting for anything
Why do I live I’m so damn exhausted
Why, why why?
Performed by: ALERIK
Written by: Alerik Xinyuan Wang
Produced by: Alerik Xinyuan Wang
Source: JEMISSEO